TODAY IS V-DAY! YEAH I'M SO HAPPY AND FULL OF JOY! OUR SCHOOL DID THIS COMPATABILITY THINGY AND I HAVE WIERD PPL ON MY LIST OF GUY AND ON MY LIST OF BEST FRIENDS! THE ONLY THING MISSING IS MY BABE! IT'S OK ...I KNOW HE'S GOING TO READ THIS! WELL TODAY ALL I'M GOING TO DO IS GO TO THE BASKETBALL GAMES(NOT LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE I'M ONLY THE CHEERLEADER)! OH YEAH ANOTHER WIERD THING IS ON MY LIST OF GUYS ...MY BEST FRIENDS BOY IS ON THERE! WELL HAPPY V-DAY TO EVERYONE! GABE I LOVE YOU BABY!

THE REAL LT

Hey Everyone! How's everything going for everyone! For me I guess good just fustrated with ppl! Israel won't talk to me ....ugh! Ricky was like being a total jerk yesterday! And Gabe wouldn't answer his phone! Natalee wasn't here to watch the stupid movie! I'm just kind of having one of those "awe man today?" days! Tomorrow is V-DAY! I need to find something really special for Gabe! I am trying to write him a letter and send it to him to show him that I'm trying! Well write later..........I'm going to leave now!

The Real LT

Hey everyone! Hope everything is going great for you all! As for me well it's just been one of those weeks! I miss Gabe so much I cry myself to sleep everyday! Wishing to be the other half of his heart! This long distance thing didn't work out for him! I was giving and trying everything I could for him! I even tried Alvin,TX but he broke up with me like two days later! I've been thinking about how our relationship seemed too good to be true! It's still not too good to be true! I know he is the one I'm going to be with for the rest of my life! I don't know how to hold those feelings back but I can't show them to him right now! He probably thinks I'm some kind of psycho freak who is going to far! But Gabe if you're reading this I'm not a psycho freak who's going to far,.....I am in love with you! There is nothing to change that! I got the promise rings and everything but I have them both! One is on a necklace and the other is on my finger! I know that's it's going to be a while before I move to Houston for college but from now until then we need to try and make this work! I mean I don't want to force you but I know the same feelings are there! And then this whole being adopted thing comes in and it's ruining my life! I can't visit my mom or anything! I don't have my comfort buddie(*Gabe*) to be there for me! I'm really lost right now and confused! So if anybody has any advice just send me a message or comment on this ok! Thanks so much! Marissa...........

The Real LT

Hey people! Haven't been on because of a certain person in school! Well everything is going great with me and Gabe I guess! We're not together together but we're kind of there! And I'm kind of sad because Valentine's Day is comming up and there's no GABE! :( And I've been meaning to talk to this only very special lady who is going through the same thing I am just from the other person view! Well I'll type later!

The Real LT

Today is a great day! First off Gabe is now a great part of my life! My brother Ace is going to Major in Psycology! My friends are being the greatest! I met a nice woman named Janna who is helping me with my problems! She actually understands what I'm going through! Kyle ...if you're reading this...Thanks for everything you tell me! It really makes me think! Janna...if you're reading this...Thank you replying back to my messages! And for once I'm having a regular day! Well I must get going...TIRED FROM YESTERDAY!

The Real LT

Hey there everyone..how's it going?! As for me I just can't get my life the way I want it! I just want to let all my feelings out! I don't want to be the perfect child! My parents think that because my brother was so great I'm going to be the exact same thing! I don't want to go to church and I don't want to believe in God! I want to be how I feel inside! I want to be my gothic self! I want to dress the way I want! I want to listen to my Death Metal inside the house without having to be told that I need to turn it down! I want to have my boyfriend and let my parents know everything that goes on!.So if anybody has ideas on how to deal with this please let me know!

The Real Lost LT

Hello everyone! I just thought I'd put up a blog to tell you more about me! I am 15 and so bored out of my life in this stupid town! I hate most ppl at this school and most of them hate me back but it's ok I'll live! I am bored right now so I must get going.....I have to do work so this teacher will shut up!

       The Real LT