I WANT TO BE MYSELF!

Hey there everyone..how's it going?! As for me I just can't get my life the way I want it! I just want to let all my feelings out! I don't want to be the perfect child! My parents think that because my brother was so great I'm going to be the exact same thing! I don't want to go to church and I don't want to believe in God! I want to be how I feel inside! I want to be my gothic self! I want to dress the way I want! I want to listen to my Death Metal inside the house without having to be told that I need to turn it down! I want to have my boyfriend and let my parents know everything that goes on!.So if anybody has ideas on how to deal with this please let me know!

The Real Lost LT